(you better be aiming for) A (levels)
8:08 AM
wow next week's the big week. and im still managing to find time to do what i find most pesky: blog. anw i think studying's quite fun, if there was no A levels to sit for. sitting in the library, flipping through notes, going for lunch, playing lin ze's psp, thinkin how i could have gotten every girl sitting in the library if i only tried. well maybe not the last one. but the daydreaming factor is definitely in one of them. but oh well snap back to reality. 3 days time. 72 hours more. please please please let me pass the general paper. ive been working so hard for it. ive been
1)reading random quotes like 'no one can hurt me without my permission' and
2)reading the sports section and comic strips on life word for word.
fine maybe it might not help but i do think its a valiant effort on my part. any ways i think im coping well, seeing how ive not sliced myself YET. ha but i saw these lines vandalised on a bench table and i realised how much im gonna miss school
you are cos 2 xi am sin 2 xtogether we are 1awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
VOLARE!
8:05 AM
had mexican food on friday, had brazilian buffet tonight. i am effing full. they mentioned that they served 11kinds of meat. it felt more like 11 kilos. i think i'll go vegetarian for awhile. too terrified to see/chew on any kind of meat. and before my stomach had the battle to keep the meat down, it had to endure the wrath of ajisen ramen. it was filling enough, and the worse thing was, there was no 50% discount to enjoy. like what da fark. they claimed it to be because of hari raya thats why they didnt have third monday. problem is, what malay eats effing CHA SIEW RAMEN? and so that means ill have to eat ramen again next monday. maybe its time to turn my loyalties and come to my senses that 5 dollars for a bowl of ramen is still more expensive than a packet of instant noodles. they taste all the same anyway. i think ive developed a ponge from all the eating. i feel(you cant actually feel) fat. which means that i have low self esteem. and i need to go school tmr. please someone/someone's class not be in school i know i cant run forever but hopefully their brains will forget the dumb thing that i have done oh dear oh dear stressing out my stress pimple is coming out it is as red as a ROSE. haha. subtle pun. ill just hope for the best and act all blur tomorrow.
school's supposed to be over!
fare-well
8:05 AM
well, it was a memorable last day, though i cant decide if it was leaving on a high or a low. ok but at least several memorable events happened
1)our class did not reject fang's proposal to take a photo with us.
2)we realised mr fang's sense of humour. he gave us all a d_ld_. =)
3)someone else actually like avril lavigne(other than me)--mr casey leong. he was a sk8er boy man, loose tie, shaking his bootay and still enunciating every single word to perfection.
4)chye tin's speech was short and sweet. that doesnt happen every day
5)people approached me to take photos with them! i felt wanted. aww.
6)ms k didnt catch my long hair(BUT I CUT IT). she in fact agreed to a photo!
7)NYDC CHEESECAKE
8)i didnt take the free buffet! i didnt need any food, graver matters were at hand.
9)sara didnt forget us! which made me feel even more guilty.
10)ambrose, marcus and i followed avenged sevenfold's advice. SEIZE THE (f--ig) DAY!
8:16 AM
school's(almost) out! thnks fr th mmrs. ill probably be back in a month or so to do the emo post. cant put my thoughts down to words.
8:17 AM
she has really nice eyes! now eric, dont be a dick!