disappointment!
3:28 AM
well didnt do too well for relays today, but strangely enough got top 4 for MUSICAL CHAIRS.(4th, actually). was pretty elated at first, till i realised that it wasnt a medal that i was receiving, but it was a present. it was a yellow dog, with that 3 lines thing on his forehead and his tongue sticking out. all it seemed to me was that it was mocking me. LOSERRR was written all over its face. gahh.
anyways 2nd incident. indian bus drivers rock. not being racist but because of mr indian bus driver(i dont know whats his name) i managed to wake up! if not i'd still be sleeping on bus 58. so thank you mr indian bus driver for shouting your head off to wake me up.
anyways on 410 back home, the bus was pretty full, so me being me stood in front of this cute girl. so we went on for a few stops and i finally got a place like a row behind her. then this woman, who was carrying alot of bags came around. then this girl HAD to offer her seat to her. then she stood in front of me. and me being a dick didnt offer my seat to the girl! so pissed with myself. yea mebbe i couldve avoid the awkwardness if she rejected me and we were both left standing, but i coulda apologised when we dropped at the same bus stop. didnt even had the face to look at her. instead i went to 7-11 to deliberate if i should buy a copy of maxim(WHICH I RESISTED). garrrrrrrrr im such a dick.
6:24 AM
LETS PETITION FOR PW REMARKING AGAIN!
ACT EMO
6:56 AM
im totally void of all these feelings, the damn song is stuck in my head after listening to the awful westlife version of it. had to listen to the original version to let the song in my head sound better.
once upon a time i was falling in love, but now im only fallin apart.
there's nothing i can do, its the total eclipse of the heartttt.
once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark.
nothing i can say its the
TOTAL ECLIPSEE OF THE HEARRTT!!hey now, hey now, dont dream. its overrrrrrrrrr. its time to set myself more feasible goals!
amongst those goals, 5 As IS a feasible goal. not that i didnt know it but something else isnt =(
now it ends the music of the night
6:00 PM
went to watch phantom of the opera yesterday. it was really awesome. pity abt the sad ending though.
SPOILER ALERT! poor phantom. yea sure he's evil and all that but deep down he's a good guy! so here it is. mr phantom helps girl to sing, girl because of singing meets childhood lover and they fall in love, phantom wants to marry girl but of course the girl does not want to marry him. sure, he killed some people which i guess damaged his rep and that hideous face behind the mask might be too much to bear, but poor phantom gets nothing in return for helping her to sing! he's just left there ALONE.
can't a guy get some lovin'. sigh.