ok. its been only a few hours since i last blogged but two very disturbing things jus happened in the last 2 hours. first. i received my ns letter!!!!!!!!!!! noooooooooooo!! wake me up when september ends!!! even though i dun live in america and i dun have a hot girlfriend called evan rachel wood but still! come scare me only la. stupid letter. a brochure. so now. i also can count down to days to receiving my enlistment to ns letter. 365 days more. oh dear. waaaaaaaaaaaaakeeeeeeee meeeeeeeee uuuppp wheeen seeeeeeeptembeer ends.(or o levels. either way). ok 2nd thing. was watching rockstar inxs. its the "hipper" version of american idol created by reality guru mark burnett. so. it was result show. they all performed first. so this contestant. marty casey. he whips everyone's arse hands down. go download all his performances if u can. or go rockstar.msn.com! whoa shameless promotion for yet another reality show. ok nvm. so. he was gonna perform the song Trees(which he wrote himself. its beautiful). he asked the crowd. acoustic or electric. the crowd being so "punkish" wanted electric even though he said that he would smash the acoustic guitar he was holding. COME ON. its a perfectly unbroken acoustic guitar. does the crowd have some sick pleasure in seeing a perfectly playable acoustic guitar get smashed? obviously they do! GAWD. when he was gettin ready to smash it. i was already screaming. why? BANG. BANG. BANG. BANG. four times. the guitar was shattered. like my heart. i mean i wun say i cherish my guitar by like polishing it every single day but hey. i noe how to CHERISH my stuff. and. why does smashin a guitar symbolise being a rockstar or something. smashing a guitar to me is equivalent to destroying music. YOU ARE DESTROYING MUSIC MARTY CASEY. but u still rock =)